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On a personal note, my driving force for everything at the moment is sleep.

In my head i run through all the possible reasons as to why..

• Overworked and therefore tired? Maybe but i've survived on much less sleep at much more stressful times
• Lack or exercise, depletion in energy levels? Probably
• Bad diet? Not me
• Sick? Most likely but in the way the clinic definition kinda way

To be honest my situation in life is so unappealing that i find myself looking forward to sleep. But i can't seem to figure out why. Friendships solid (tick) Family.. being family (tick) and well uni.. being uni? (tick) The relationshipal sphere (non existent but i've decided that this is a positive, i only have to look out for myself- why wouldn't i be happy?

This little piece left of the 'in touch with emotions' part of my brain can't help but wondering, is our happiness dependant on having 'that' or just 'a' significant other in the picture?

I like to think not but.

i feel that i would be more motivated in life if i had someone there to believe in me when i don't believe in myself.

'I've been short of logic so/ i'm passed out on the patio'