This is me.

Question? Does it make me self absorbed if i’be been thinking myself.

About what type of person i am.

(only for the past 2 minutes, well actually make it closer to 3)

Im..

• Accidental (Yer was downloading 500days of summer soundtrack a couple of days ago and i now just realised i also downloaded the move. Who would miss that! Ummm me.
• A serial over thinker

• Not as tidy as i should be. Hmmmm yes looking around my room its quite shameful
• A bit of an over-reactor..but still it doesn’t change the facts. Your wrong so burn!
• A little scared to be myself because yes apparently, ‘i’m really weird’.. okay thanks for that news flash you mole.
• A little bit lonely. Did you know ive been in relationship followed by another relationship since i was 15! I’m now nearly 19.. how long is that. I shall stop typing so i can use my fingers as a calculative tool. Holy shit thats pretty much somewhere in between 4- 5 years of my life. So i’m sure you can understand that loneliness is not known to me.
• Really craving attention. Not in a bratty, everyone look at me way but a please take the time to get to know me, be gentle with me and hold me kinda way
• Being a bit too sappy over the last couple a days. Snap out of it Jamie!
• Also being a little bit to depressive. Please note: Do not listen to Death cab for cutie if your goal is to cheer up.
• Having dreams i probably shouldn’t be having. I’m such a violator. Shut up Jenny! You can’t talk

• Making myself laugh, maybe i’m so down after all. Arghhh inner laugher. It’s the best.

  
  

  'I want you to know more about me. So listen up' (Just quoting myself here)

  
  

  I like the rain and when the leaves all start to change colour, i like it when its dark and there is a lightening storm and for a whole second the room becomes alight. I like writing, my thought always seem to flow better. I love music and movies and art and anything that seems to somehow communicate a feeling i can relate with. I love laughing so much that my stomach hurts so much i can cry. I love tea and milk arrowroot biscuits, i have them both everyday sometimes twice a day (please invest in them so i can also have some when i’m at yours) I like soft fabrics and beautiful colour combinations, i like it when things are out of the ordinary. I like the smell of a bakery. When i was younger my lifes ambition was to release a perfume brand called ‘Bakery’ and i’d have scents such as strawberry cheesecake and so on. I can’t kill anything, no not even a cockroach. I stare too much but i can’t help it i find some people so interesting. I love to sleep, if i was an animal i’d be a bear so i could gladly hybonate for the winter. I don’t like a lot of attention only a little bit from the people who matter. I think that you can tell a lot about people from their hands and NO i don’t mean that in a phallic sense. I love the outdoors, gardens, rainforests.. if i can’t get my thoughts straight i go to a garden centre and just sit somewhere in between all the shrubbery. I get scared that my dad isn’t going to be around to see me all grown up, with my own life and family. It haunts me everyday. I hate crying but i’m good at comforting people. I think i give pretty good advice. My temper escalates too quickly and sometimes i struggle to understand why people don’t have the same views as me. I like to develop deep and meaning friendships because i care for my friends and want to make them as happy as they make me. I currently have a foot cramp from sitting in my feet and its getting pretty late so i should probably get onto something more uber- productive.

  Didn’t know what ‘uber’ meant until right now when i Mac- dictionaried it

  
  

  uber- |ˈoōbər| (also über- |ˈ y bər|)

  prefix

  denoting an outstanding or supreme example of a particular kind of person or thing : an uberbabe | the uberregulator.]