I was going through a really shit phase.
Everything was good but i, i essentially was shit.
I had it named for me: A transitory phase.
Someone suggested that it was because i’ve been brought up with constant praise,
being told i am the best- you have to be the best at everything.. and.. well.. now that all changes.
Things are as they really are.
Am i really that cynical that my main drive is peoples approval.
I want to be at the top. I tell myself i can be but at what point does wishful thinking fade and realism kick in.
Either way i’ve just got to keep on trying to find out.
You are my biggest critic
No comments:
Post a Comment