green cheeks

So feeling slighty on edge here as well firstly i need to pee but can not summon the energy to walk away from the computer

Okay, no.. all my energy is going into holding my kenkel muscles firm, so will now excuse myself to pee thus increasing quality of blog.

Ahh relief, but not entirely as (previously stated) i am feeling a tad cheated by life.

My epiphany of life: Everything Happens For A Reason..

and i am sitting here pateintly, most of the time, as my life follows these twists and turns. So far so good. But sometimes it is so difficult to just sit here and be satisfied with the outcome, at times i feel much more like a spectator than a participant in my own life but in the end i suppose that all comes down to that little thing they call.. and no it’s not Love, if you thought i was going to say love, shame on you! .. but rather inner peace.

Knowing that you made those choices with a sincere heart.

Inner peace, inner peace. Inner peace is..

Knowing that you made the right decision even if others tell you otherwise

Not being to proud to say how you truly feel when others are

Not wanting to go back there, because what has happened clearly means you weren’t meant to be there.

Looking at the future and smiling because you know that from here on, it’s all up hill

Not dening to yourself that you think of them from time to time (It’s only natural)

and most of all. Inner peace is about not having any regret.

You did what you did because to you it was right at the time and there is nothing,

nothing wrong with that and don’t let anyone ever tell you otherwise

On the off chance that you will read it, Anna this one’s for you. I would love to have the courage to take on all your numerous epiphanies and for the rest, i did, i did take the picture appearing above.

Time heals all wounds

-N.D.J