So today is just about like any other.
Minor amusements followed by complete dissatisfaction by the end of the day.
What have i achieved today? Nothing
There just never seems to be anything exciting happening in my area.
Its just the some old nothing happening day after day.
I hope this is not a preview of my life, my life’s plan laid out before me.
I just won’t let it.
So this is were i’m going to contradict myself as i do a lot by saying that ..
i will not leave my life to be rolled out before me.
so what..I’m stuck in this fucking rut
waiting on a second hand pick me up
I’m over getting old!
This is my reaction to everything i fear
cause i’ve been going crazy
i just don’t wana waste another minute here
I wana feel reckless i wana live it up just because.
I know exactly what you mean.
ReplyDeleteEverything is too simple.
And what's odd is that life contradicts itself too.
I blame life for my boring days like it was made by an architect.
Feels like living in a shoe box, while the creator is asking me to find satisfaction.
The problem is the fear of reaching satisfaction... what happens after?